I had my phone interview today and I was so so so nervous. I had been nervous for days. It is -the- perfect job, for a company I have adored for years. But I think I struggled a bit during the interview from being nervous. I could have answered so much better and detailed. But it also made me realize why it is hard for me to talk about the topics we did. It was a lot of questions about gaming, since it is a game company I applied for. I have loved computers and games basically all my life. Yet I never felt like it was a hobby I was allowed to do, it was always something that was looked down upon, still I never stopped, I just never talked about it. Ever. Even when I was among the top 50 in the WORLD. It is just something my family and friends puts no value in, so why talk about it? I mean, you can even notice it here in my blog, how often do I write about my gaming? Not very often. But still I game every single day, even if I only have time for an hour. I have so much fun doing it, hanging out on mumble together with friends talking about anything or everything. But when it comes to talking about it in real life, it just feels like something I have to be ashamed of. Why? Why am I not allowed to be openly passionate about something and why do people respond to it with an eye roll or "don't you have anything better to do"-face? The only people I am actually 100% comfortable talking to about this is my gaming friends or other gamers, who I know share my passion.  Anyway, I hope I get through to the next round, but it is really hard to keep the negativity away when you feel like you disappointed yourself. I know I could do it, and I know I am great at it, but it is just getting that across that seems to always be my struggle.
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The Sims

I got to try the The Sims 4 Create-a-Sim DEMO today, which was a lot of fun, and very advanced! I made a cute girl, her husband and his sister. You could only make young adults, so I couldn't explore the genetics system fully.
Then I also saw the front page with the Sims 4 campaign, that I of-course had to sign up for! I'm already hyping for the release! Not far away now! Wiho! 
Anyway, that made me in a the Sims mood, so here are some pics of houses I made. 
How it looks when I start. 
How it looks when the main frame is done and the outside is ready. I like to make a nice garden and patio area that compliments the house and the location of the house. Here the house got an amazing sea view, so it is open towards it. 
The house with furniture inside.
The front of the house.
View from the bedroom lounge.
The bbq area.
Another house.
Back of the house with a big patio area but also just some free grass as there is childern living there who need somewhere to play.
The pool area.
An office with a view.
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France, Sweden, Ireland, Holland p.2

Here is some more pictures from last weekend! 

We went into Paris by train...

Posed for pics in front of Louis XIII at Place des Vosges.
Place des Vosges.

We ate dinner at one of our fav restaurants in Marais, Le Marche at Place St-Catherine. Lovely french food and cozy atmosphere. 
Had gamer-cocktails at Meltdown.

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